merdeka day

31th of august
malaysia birthday
but, i din feel anything about it
even this year slogan is what i also dont noe
2day,  can say 9 sth jiu wake up after receive her 1st msg
i don noe start from when
i start to hate this feel
lay on bed face the ceiling whole morning
i choose to not wake up
coz once i wake up i also just facing the room wall and nth to do
my room become so empty after cleaning
but i also don like the empty's feel
mayb this is why i keep let my room be messy
early in the morning, i ady start moody
not really find my lou po chat coz i noe she wont acc me and chat with me nicely when i m moody
now show that i m right as she angry agn
housemates go out ler
make whole house quiet till =.='''
but luckily, i still have my speakers acc me
u 2 and piggie girl are the only things can make me cheer a bit in the room
^^

if
i no listen to her
if
i no sick
if
i got go kampar find her
i think we sure happy happy shopping now
even we din go for shopping
i think i can meet with her ady very happy
miss the way we study together when final at kampar
miss the way having dinner together
miss the way sending her home when the time reach
cant meet her until after the final
really do very miss her


whole morning don noe wan do wat also
plan to play basketball but no mood to play also
just keep on hear songs
cant find any song do really can cheer me up also
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boring holiday~