law test

tml going to have my law midterm==
need to study sth not related to me
so many things to study
but... i am just cant concentrate at all
whole day just keep thinking of you

whenever i need you..
you are not by my side to support me
whenever i need you...
i just cant find you...
and i need to pretend that i don mind...
law is hard enough for me.. but... everything just make the things harder and harder

i really hope that u can say sth to motivate me
at least sth like gambate... but...
maybe i just hoping too much from you
i have no right to ask so much from you
maybe one day i will used to it
face everything by myself

kinda emo for few months ady
as i really feel that you don need me
as much as before
you start to have your own world
own life.. which i not belong in

i just don understand
why we cant back to the life before
that we need each other so much

i know this all mean nothing for you
but i do really care
when i need someone to acc me...
you are not the "someone"

i should start to learn
to control my emotion
i dont want it affect by you easily..
at least i can concentrate for my study

i should start my new world.. new life
that do not have you inside

these few months
i realised i was so wrong before
till now.. i only sure..
that family is the one
who can available for me
whenever i need them :)
i love you all so much^^
in one month time
i can go back penang to celebrate my 21 years old birthday with them
wait me ya^^